Zappy Zwitterion: Verse-H Breakdown

The first line of the verse is about my opinion on the idea of stability and settling down in general. In Organic Chemistry, Huckel Rule helps us determine whether a compound(well, technically a planar ring molecule) is aromatic or not. Aromatic compounds are supposed to be very stable. So, I am trying to say that the hyperbolic(exaggerated) ideas of stability and settling down in my life explained by the world to me heckle my hard work hydrated(I will use this carefully put word later in verse) by my ambitions. I continue extending this thought in the second line by explaining my interpretation of heaven and hell.  I think heaven is just hypothesized, and it's not real. We believe in heaven because it builds hope in our hearts that we will have this stable and luxurious life after we achieve a short-term goal. But in reality, this idea of heaven hunts hopeful hounds(used "hounds" to sound cool because hounds are hunting dogs). I am not trying to hurt anyone's faith here. This is just my interpretation of heaven, which I use as a metaphor for the idea of a luxurious life.

In the third line, I talk about the fake happiness that comes with the idea of achieving a short-term goal (It's a great feeling, but I feel disappointed after achieving that goal because I am not satisfied, maybe that's a wrong feeling to have,  I don't know). This disappointment makes me hate myself sometimes, but I know I have to accept that hatred heavyheartedly. And I also say that fake happiness is hydrophobic(a callback to the word "hydrated"), meaning it fears my ambitions. In the last line, I share my ideas about hell. I think hell is real. Hell is hydrophilic, which means hell is attracted to my ambitions(again, a callback). Hell is my home, and I am the devil of my hell,  where I torture myself for my actions and decisions. It's painful, but at least I can be honest with myself at home. It harbors me, gives me a place to think about my mistakes during the rough times of my life. Hell is any hardworking person's home, and I believe in that quote that the journey to reach your goal is more important than the destination.

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